gary: thank you! =D i'll go find you online when i feel like emo-ing again and spilling my guts out to someone okay- you come and find me too! ((:
anyway on to the main post:
(people who wish to read my real life posts, scroll past the pink section ^^ i think you know who you are haha)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAMA-CHAN! <3
haha i almost forgot that it was your birthday today (:im so tired, i just got back homeand the bus refused to comei ended up standing there for one hour just waiting for the stupid busbut when i came back home and realized that it was 9th May,i rushed to get this post out before today is overanyway you're 15 now yama-chan! <3you're the same age as me now haha isn't that fun(i just wish chinen was the same age as me too now)i love you and your acting!you've grown up from a adorable little kidto a dashing 15-year old who has captured the hearts of many fangirlsi saw you on the audition in the ya-ya-yah episode!the televised audition that you went for (:you were so adorable back theni watched you in tantei gakuen Q,and i absolutely loved you therei think i wouldn't have loved TGQ so muchif not for youoh and i loved your hair back then toocan you change your hairstyle back that way? =Dand you were alright in one pound gospel too,just that kame completely captivated me XDbut you acted well tooim so glad you and kame have a close senpai-kouhai relationshipalthough you may not be as close to him as yuto isi still think its great that you've gotten to know him betteralong with chinen too of coursehaha and do return some of chinen's enthusiasm for you please?he's like all happy and going "yamachan!" everywherein his interview with his beloved ohnohe even mentioned you like throughout the whole interview!so do show a bit of warmth towards him? please? (:although chinen is a spoilt bratdo forgive him ^^and your JE career is taking of with HSJ and your dramasi hope you have a great time and have a successful career (:i'll see how much more you've progressed when i make the same poston the same day next yearim looking forward to it!happy 15th birthday <3anyway this week's been a crazy week
i am absolutely exhausted
with all the projects that are still coming up one by one
and all the tests
i feel like dying geez
wednesday we had the ming ju test
i mugged the whole of tuesday night for it
memorizing all of them
and tuesday was integration quiz
and i completely screwed up one question argh
but on a happier note
i've been really paying attention in class these days
and i understand chemistry for once! =D
i love organic chemistry haha
oh and today we were rushing out the hist summary
and it was so funny
because me & kw were using the library printer
but we had no idea where to put the paper in XD
we put it in every possible place before we gave up
and called for help and guess what
all we had to do was press a button and it would print -.-
we felt like absolute idiots haha
i've been having guitar practice nonstop
and next week is going to be a bad week
with lang arts test on tues
and guitar practice until 7 on tues & wed
and whole day rehearsal on friday for the concert
but its the last leg
~ganbatte!
after this week i still have another intense practice week
for the japan trip T_T
but im looking forward to it
JAPAN!
日本が愛してる!
i'm going to go down there and buy every magazine
that features my jap boys on the cover
since i can get them cheap in japan
i shall go there and hunt for my anime + jap boys stuff
i miss japan so much
i think its bad going to japan
because now that i've experienced it
i keep wanting to go back
today i was talking to jonathan in class
about my japan trip
and i felt so nostalgic lol
i had really good memories there
and it was the first holiday in a long long time
that i actually really enjoyed myself
today we had thailand trip briefing
and we got our intinery
THEY TOOK OUT KANCHANABURI!
we felt so cheated
me, jieqi & joann rushed out the ppt for kanchanaburi
and in the end we're not going there ):
but i think thailand trip is going to be fun (:
the people going there are fun haha
i dont feel so bad about not going australia anymore
week 10 is going to suck
on top of my endless guitar practices
we have hist & bio test in that week
which i havent touched at all
first i have to study langarts
this term sucked to the core
im so glad its finally going to be over
and i guess im taking one step at a time to get my life back on track
i think i see the gaps filling up already
i guess all i had to do was try
soon i'll feel like the old me again
it just takes time