
i think the picture is quite self explanatory
stupid ingrown toe nail
the surgery hurt 1000 times more than the previous time la
next time i have this problem again
im going to leave it alone
off centre was quite nice
its scary how fast the actors manage to switch personalities
saturday was meet the parents session
daddy came with me :D
yay thankfully no bad comments from the teachers
generally quite good comments ^^
satuday was a really bad & emo day for me
during the session,
daddy received news that my granddad was in hospital
because he suffered a
major stroke
after we finished meeting all the teachers,
daddy dropped me off at home and rushed to the hospital
then i found out lots of things i didnt know
that made me cry really hard & really long
then at night i went to the doctor
to have that stupid ingrown nail removed
daddy brought all of us to the hospital after that to see my granddad
thank god he's a lot better now
but when i saw him in the hospital bed,
the severity of the situation sunk in
he looked so weak
with tubes up his nose
his speech blurred
and his breath short
in the morning he couldnt recognise people
but then, he was alot better and recognised us
when he looked at me,
said my name & told me i didnt have to come,
i cried
i had a really emotionally exhausting day
and my toe was hurting
and because i didnt want to lose my granddad
it hurt to see him that way
i saw so many old people in the ward
all looking equally frail as my granddad
i felt so...sad
because life was short
and any time it could be taken away
and i dont ever want to lose anyone close to me