yamapi!

♥Monday, February 05, 2007

ohmigosh today was another horrible day-
first during geog lecture,
ms toh was like ignoring our class all the way
and talking to the other classes :/
so she's still mad at us

then at the swings,
something really horrible happened.
the guys were swinging really high and violently
on the swing like they always do,
and kundan was holding onto the pole
to make sure that the swing doesn't topple over

then because of momentum,
the swing went really high
and the whole pole lifted up
kundan was trying to pull the pole back down
and it slammed right into his toe!
imagine like 300 kg weight slammed onto your toe )):

me, des and siling
were minding our own business at the next swing
and we didnt even realise what happened
until we saw kundan on the grass
grabbing his toe
and he was like literally shaking all over
and his sock had blood soaking through la!

all of us were so shocked
and we like ran over to help him
when we finally managed to ease the sock off his foot,
we saw that his toe nail literally got pushed into his skin
and his flesh got pushed out
and there was lots of blood
it was damn sick and really horrible
and he was sitting there and grabbing his toe in pain

we called the teachers over
and me and siling ran to get the first aid stuff
i felt so useless-
i mean here i am,
with TWO years of first aid experience,
from dunman high st. john's ambulance brigade,
one of the best in singapore,
and i couldn't do ANYTHING
and of all days, i chose not to bring my phone today
we wanted to call kinkeong or xinying to come help
but i was the only one who had their numbers-
i was damn pissed at myself la/

i was just like totally shocked
and i couldn't keep calm
because this is really the first time
i see such a thing
and i have no idea what to do
what kind of first-aider am i?
i really felt damn depressed and useless the whole day

kundan's parents came to bring him to the polyclinic
and his wound is really serious-
so bad that he has to go for an operation
to remove his toenail
he was seriously damn brave-
he didn't cry or anything
and he kept most of the pain inside
im not the one injured
and i already felt like crying la!

then me, desiree and marcus stayed back to do the noticeboard
we came up with the design
and while waited for the MSP students to leave the classroom,
we played a rather dumb version of truth or dare
LOL
we were spinning the umbrella
and marcus was giving really dumb answers haha

we finished the first noticeboard design! :D
now all we have is the second noticeboard left to do
so the three of us went to parkway popular
to get the stuff for the second one
and it felt really wierd without kundan :/

we got the stuff and went to eat at the foodcourt again
friday felt like yesterday la!
we were like:
eh we came here yesterday-
NO la we came here on friday!
lol

and we talked alot,
mainly about what happened today
we felt super guilty and freaked out can
especially after tim told us that kundan has to go for an op
>.<
but as expected,
marcus was teasing me about my height
AGAIN for the whole day
RAH
i swear, its like his favourite hobby la!
>.<

kundan: get well soon okay! rest well at home, and dont move about too much-
07v14 misses you!
and really sorry about what happened today and that we weren't able to help you :/
get well soon!

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