i feel like cursing. F***. today was a shitty day. oh i started off very happy, esp during phototaking and all. but you know what. trying to be happy for the sake of others wears me down. i dont have the smile on my face 24/7 ok. i cant take it anymore. it totally sucks la. being pushed around like a piece of crap. i wish that from now on there arent any more pairwork or group projects or anything. just individual work. wont that solve everything?
all these group work and stuff just result in people being hurt. for what? for one freaking piece of work. i hate this. sometimes i just cant wait to go to VJ and leave all these things behind. this is wearing me down. i hate this kinda stuff. all these can be avoided. its just that they are too stubborn to back out. PLEASE. next year im leaving the school already. i want to leave the school with happy memories. not shitty ones like this.
the only thing that cheered me up today was the POP prep. it was sian and stuff, but the music was all groovy and just makes you want to dance. and the plus points are the squadmates too. when i go, i will miss them tons.
when everything is
going wrongand things are just a little
strangeits been so
long now
you've
forgotten how to
smileand overhead the
skies are clearbut it only seems to
rain on youand your only
friendsall have
better things to dowhen you're
down and lostand you need a
helping handwhen you're
down and lostalong the way
just try a
little hardertry your best to
make it through the dayor just
tell yourself
it'll be ok-taken from yvette's blog
