hmm today was not a happy day. it started off ok.. the leadership thing was ok...oh yah! its yi'ans birthday today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI'AN! sorry for ruining your day ): it was after we fell in that the trouble started. not really trouble la. we were introduced to our new instructors and the speech sgt xinying gave was very...effective and sorta moving. then they started talking about the ip programme and how dawn and eve most likely will leave us. many people started crying then. i mean we're a squad. we went through so much together. just thinking of one person gone, anyone, from our squad will be a great loss to all of us.
in the end i started crying too. its really sad. the instructors leaving us, what our squad will be like in the future. its certain that there wont be the 36 of us again. ya many people cried really hard and for many reasons. but now that ive calmed down, i just want to say this:
eve, dawn no matter what your decision is, to stay or to leave, you will always belong to standard 2 squad '06. and i mean last time i'd be like: oh leave st john whatever la. not like im that close to the squad. but this year i really gotten closer to my squadmates and seriously, they're really the constant thing in our life. i feel really sad just by the thought of leaving them! yea, the trainings are really tough, but what really pushes us on is the squad. so everyone, cheer up. lets treasure the time we have left together as a full squad. (:
k on to lighter things (: the sec 2 level camp. hmm not really looking forward to it. its at sarimbun campsite and its rumoured to be HAUNTED. :s and im the grp leader of grp 3. sandra bing geng and jarib are in my grp. shi lei too. sigh. never mind i shall be OPTIMISTIC (:
ok gotta study for maths retest now bleh. ta!
