♥Wednesday, November 30, 2005
I come today bearing good news.................my dad and i patched up!!! *yayayayayayayayay* im sooooooooooooo happy...thanks to everyone who tagged and encouraged me! *mwah* im going to orchard later...or maybe j8.....to shop with my mum! *yayayayayay* anyway, shall stop here. ja! (:
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♥Tuesday, November 29, 2005
yayyyy!!! i can upload my pics now!!! (:
this is amos! my dahling according to yvette! (: hes soooooo cute!!!! *squeals* i love him man!!
me, yvette and limying in our dorm
me, yvette and cynthia in our dorm too!
and lastly, our dorm ROL (river of life)
disclaimer: all of this pictures belong to yvette, not me, who kindly sent them to me (:
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thanks to all those people who tagged (: i feel so touched....knowing that my blog isnt THAT dead! (: i feel better now...more cheered up! I was really depressed cuz i got into a big fight with my dad and he's daoing me for like days already...and i just got back from camp!! ): i've been like crying nonstop (which is sooooo sad) this past few days...
and...yar...thats what happened to cause my sudden angsty depressed mood. im really sad...and really confused to what to do now...both of us are at fault, but i dont dare to apologise, cuz im scared he'll blow me off!! what to do..... *sigh*
okok, i shall stop my blabbering now! (: ja!
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♥Monday, November 28, 2005
i am feeling depressed. ): its like how can my life change so drastically in a matter of a few years? everything is so different now. i get scolded for everything i do. i get refused even the simplest things. its so unfair. life is so unfair. im depressed.
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♥Sunday, November 27, 2005
i just came back from vbc '05. another camp again rite? hahaa (: this time im helping out, not one of the campers....so fun!!!! (:
we helped out in the junior vbc (kindergarten n p1) and they were soooooooo cute!!!!!! (: fell in love with them man! (: ok lar...shall launch into another detailed explanation of the camp...
[[** Wednesday **]]
senior (p2-p6) vbc started that day and i was alone in the house cuz my dad was at work and my mum and brother were helping out in the senior vbc camp. so i packed, did this, did that, and went to yvettes house via my dad to stayover. she has a new cat ya noe...the name is miaow miaow.. and you know what it did?? i was down to my last chicken wing and watching tong xin yuan when she just put her paws up on the sofa and sniffed at my chicken wing. *bawls* my poor chicken wing....yvette says its cuz im not fierce to her. then we went up...helped yvette pack and WRAP her school books (so mean rite???) and then slept...but we talked quite abit too.
[[** Thursday **]]
junior vbc started today and my group is ABLE. woke up at abt 7 plus had breakfast then went to church for registration. all the kids are sooooooooo cute!!! but pity mine was k2 and p1. easier to control but not as cute as nursery and k1....since im the helper, im the official 'toilet jiejie' and the toilets like my second home.(all the others also suffered the same fate!!) we brought them up for worship and lesson on the parable of the sower, then to the room for worksheets and crafts. we controlled them by bribing them with stickers...mwahahahahahaha (:
then brought them down to lunch. followed by worship again, concert preparation(my grp and kenneths grp are doing parable of the good samaritan), movie (veggie tales!!! *grin*) then games.since there are only 12 kids in my grp and the games require 13, i had to play the games too...(like all the other poor helpers and teachers..ahahahahaha) i played all three games and ran up and down with each kid to help them for EVERY game...i think you can tell how tired i was man....then worship and finally dismissal of the campers. the junior ones go home at 5.30 but the senior ones stay overnight. me,yvette,limying,cheryl and dawn are staying over nite in ROL.
i went to yvettes house to bathe and eat nuggets and fries(soooo nice!!!) and we went back to church. aunt mabel said that we have to do watever the senior camp is doing, so we went for the p6 workshop. but we went out halfway to practise a skit for aunt susan. then lights out. (but we did talk again) i couldnt get to sleep and then me and yvettes stupid KOR smsed her at 12 and woke both us up!!!(actually only yvette cuz i still couldbnt sleep and was on the VERGE of sleeping) and the sms was like totally nonsense. i got to sleep at round 1 plus liddat i think. maybe even 2 plus....
[[** Friday **]]
let me introduce you to the boy who captured my heart. *swoons* ..............wait.i cant upload the file. theres something wrong with blogger....aaaaaaahhhh!!!! ): i'll upload it when i can....
ok. woke up did devotion ( iwas coleading!! ahahahaha) then went down to eat breakfast. so unfair!! they were like: sorry. we dun provide breakfast for pre-primary helpers. so idiotic rite??!!! and we stayed over nite. then aunt janice heard about it and help us get chee kueh!! (: then aunt jaw heard it also and got as another plate, so we had 2 plates for 5 people! (:
then the kids started coming...usual...worship, lesson on parable of the prodigal son, worksheet and craft, followed by lunch.the youths(us) had to eat quickly cuz we were meeting aunt susan for the skit. i was the good samaritan at first, but i didnt want,so i became the robber..mwaahahahah...then we had gospel sharing followed by concert practice, then movie, games(i participated in all as usual, except for the last one because one boy didnt want to play, so i took care of him) then they went home.
i went to yvettes house to bathe, eat nuggets(nice!!! (: ) then went back and as that was the last nite for senior vbc, they had the parents nite(concert) i loved the worship... (: then we went to help dress up the p4s for the skit. the p2 to p3 did creation, p4 did the fall of man(adam and eve) and p5 anad p6 did the love lifted high song. i enjoyed the concert...then we had barbecue, but we skipped that cuz we were upstairs playing truth or dare. (me, limying,yvette and yan) we did some really hilarious dares but for the sake of those who did them, i shall not put them down and embarass them further.
then yan had to go home and me,limying and yvette went down to a room to gossip. then we went up and gossiped further with esther,cheryl and dawn until we were being too noisy (lightsout already) so we went down to the room again to gossip and play truth or dare. then the boys came. daniel, jotham and ryan.so we played truth or dare with them and it was hilarious. then my bro and elisa came in and tortured ryan by making him spell out :jayjay the jet plane rocks! for his dare...aaah, it was SOOOOO funny (: then they went down and me limying talked about one of my favourite subjects. ANIME!!! (: and yvette was playing with my hp. then joanna,ruben,bryan.daniel,my bro,elisa,cynthia, roy, jotham and ryan came in to tell us that aunt dot was patrolling the hallways to catch ppl that werent sleeping.so we sneaked up into our dorms and slept. so sad...we cant stay up the whole nite like jyc....
[[** saturday **]]
the senior vbc ppl were going back at 1 cuz their camp start one day earlier, but for the junior camp, we still had to stay till 5.30. so we woke up, practiced the skit of the good samaritan with aunt susan, had breakfast, packed and brought the children up for worship and the parable of the good samaritan. so we acted out the skit and all of us were like sooo scared....but the kids loved the skit and my kids when they saw me, they were like: aaah!!! robber!! dont steal our teachers money ar!!! -_-""
i took it all in stride, then they went for worksheet, craft, lunch (we had mchicken sandwhich!!!), worship, concert practice and dressed them in the camp tshirt. then it was time for the concert. the kids did wonderfully and my group got lots of rewards and presents from us and the camp :) i think my group is great. theyre sooo enthu, and they have really good sportsmanship. im soooo proud of them!! (:
then they went home and we had a camp evaluation before going home. i had chicken pie and a hot dog sandwhich for dinner and i bathed and promptly fell asleep at 9 and woke up the next day at 11.30. i was THAT exhausted. partly cuz i din sleep well and slept late the nite before and partly because of the KIDS. theyre a HANDFUL man...
i missed church cuz no one woke me up...sigh....but then again, if i went, i'll prob be half-asleep lar...im soooooo sorry jie...pangseh u cuz never go to church..sorry, sorry sorry!!!!! :(
ok then i shall stop here now. ja!! (:
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♥Saturday, November 19, 2005
haha... (: got ppl over at my house....ive nth to do...since all guys, so i shall BLOG!! mwahahaha (: ok, this are some pics i snatched from our class blog...ahahahaha
this is our class pic during orientation...
me, wayne n yinsi playin cards..i cant swim...sniff...cuz of my toe
aaaah...so cool rite...the photo of grace... (: playing football...yea
hmmm...some stuff from the barbecue...
class photo 1!!! (:
class photo 2!!! (:
ok...uploading images are a HUGE hassle....so i shall stop now..n i have no more nice class photos to upload..so ja!! (:
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im going to eat seafood spaghetti today!!!! *yaay* :) ok, nvm....btw, yesterdae was 'long's birthday!!!! aaaaaah!!!! i have no sense of time.... :(
anyway, happy (belated :p) birthday bolong! :) how come never go out on your birthday...so sad..... :(
i shall stop here....my new layout nice rite?? :) ja!
*name above all names
you are worthy to be praised
and all will sing
how great is our god*
( i lurve this song!!! :))
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♥Thursday, November 17, 2005
aaaahhh....juz came back from jyc '05... :) it was ok...but i think last yr was like more fun...but nvm :) i came back on like monday...mwahaha...too lazy to blog about it, but sooner or later i would have, budden yvette n dan were like: blog about jyc already!!!! so...sigh...what to do? blog lar...haha....kidding only lar... :)
[[** Friday **]]
woke up n did some last minute packing...n used the com to blog about how that irritating bug RUINED my life....ok lar, not SO literally, but as u can see, my dn angel got confiscated...but i shall announce the proud news : MY DN ANGEL'S BACK!! mwahahaha....my dad told me if i bathe in 10 min, i can have it back, but he kept blocking me from going but i triumphed!!! okok, this is WAY off topic...
then my mum took me for lunch, then to church to register...my bro is on the commitee, so had to go earlier...he went at 8.30 while i went at 12....wahaha, life is good.... :) i was in *patience* with minli, jansen (again!! had him last yr too....), rebeccah ng, leon, ethel, valencia, albertus......n the rest i cant remember... :p sorry! short term memory, you c... :)
we boarded the bus n it went to the scripture union campsite in sentosa. i was sharing a dorm with estee *mama* * grins*. grace. minli. calida. n a few other gals.... yvette is like sooooo lucky...she got her own PRIVATE toilet....see how unfair life is? oh, but i got AIRCON! yeayea! :)
then we had some icebreakers and took a bath...let me tell u. the toilet was DISGUSTING. there were like dead bugs? n life ones too? not to mention the showers n the water....all in all, the bathroom was like YUCK. then we had dinner, worship, icebreakers and supper. i love worship in frontliners...esp in camps...its like so intense n u can feel God right there with you.
* in the presence of two or more people, I am there with you *
then the icebreakers. we had to play this game with involved passing apples by the mouth.. *shudders* my bro just sat there n laughed at me....(hes on the committee, so he doesnt need to play) blergh
*lights out*
[[** Saturday **]]
cuz my bed din have the wooden thing to keep ppl from rolling off the double deckered bed, i slept with grace, cuz i am VERY prone to rolling off the bed. so, we talked n talked n talked from 10.30 (lights out) to abt 12.30. then i kept waking up at 2, 4 and finally 5 plus. n since it was storming outside, alot of us were woken up n we decided to go wash up at 5 plus...heehee, the waking time is 7.30 :
then had 5bx...not so bad....stjohn one is like...wah... :) followed by breakfast, devotion n worship. then we had speaker session by none other than.... *drumroll* pastor alvin!! :) he was the very funny pastor we had for the youths in the family church camp in june. his speaker session was funny, but was alil too long too...each one was 2 1/2 hrs n there were two in a row with lunch break inbetween. but it was interesting...the speaker sessions....my bro had to go up there n use his butt to form the answer...wahahahahahaha....for a game...it was soooooooo funny! i was like laughing so hard i nearly peed!! :) did i mention that i got a video of it? *innocent look* mwahahahahahahaha..... *cough* blackmail *cough* :)
then bathed, had dinner, then worship....followed by night games. we played this game ;Christians n Romans; the game is like catching, except when the christians got caught by the romans, they were brought to the torture chamber n have toothpaste, flour n squishy cornflour smeared on them to try to get the names of the three apostles...i was chosen cuz i was 'small' -_-'' daniel aso got chosen.. n he was like tortured soooo badly...poor thing... i got caught, but they were so involved in smearing all the stuff into my hair that they forgot to ask me anything. so i just walked away safe...mwahahaa...n everyone was looking for the last apostle...which was me.... :) arent i brill?
me n estee siamed for the bathroom n got it first!! :) i had to wash my hair like 3 times to get the stuff out...n im not sure whether it was entirely out!!! anyway, we had supper then lights out.
*lights out*
[[** Sunday **]]
woke up at 7....no waking up at 5 anymore... :D washed up, breakfast, devotion, n worship. after that we had games briefing....then we left for the games. we had to take pictures at different places in sentosa n complete some stations...one of the bonus ones include: holding up a 'honk if im hot' sign on the road n get three honks.... -_-''' that was TOTALLY embarassing....me, jansen n rebecca hid in one corner n pretended that we din know the rest...wahahaah...they were like stationed in front of a tram n the tourist got so fed up with them standing there that he reached over n honked three times...wahaahahahah...so funny :)
ok, let me tell u in order wat happened. we had the morning games, came back for lunch n went for the afternoon one. we went to the beach first after lunch n that was a great mistake...cuz after we completed the activities there, we were so lazy that we decided to stay at the beach the whole day...we dunked lingnah, judy, jansen n lawrence...it was sooooooo funny...we tried to dunk leon too, but he was too fast,,,budden since he was the only dry one, he had to carry all our waterbottles!!! :) we walked barefoot out, since we were sandy n wet, n we were like: ow! hot hot hot pain pain!!!!! wahahahah
then we had to leave, cuz amanda rembered that there was a compulsory station....that station involved water bombs, thoh we din noe...but made no diff, since we were already wet.. :)
then amanda, judy n lawrence bought us ice creams...so nice of them! :) n we were the last grp back for the mass games at the beach...wahhahaa....the mass games involve water bombs too...n last yr daniel kept throwing at me water bombs, so this yr, i bombed him first!!! :) one was on the back n the second was on the lower back...near his butt... *sniggers* of course he got me back too lar...but i was already wet, so no diff! :)
then we went back....i walked barefoot back...ouch! n was last for the toilets...sigh....then we had dinner followed by concert of prayer....the worship was so totally GREAT n pastor joel lead the praying for
1) victims of abuse
2) sick people
3) poverty
then he asked those who want to take one step more (thats our camp theme btw) to come forward n i went forward. amanda n aunty sabrina prayed for me...then aunt mabel prayed for me again...i was so touched by the Lord that i kept crying...but everyone who went up cried too... that is the spirit of the lord working within us... :)
*how great is our god
sing with me
how great is our god
and all will see
how great how great is our god*
then we had supper followed by revealing of secret pals...mine was shermaine...she was sooo nice! gave me a candle n keychain... :) then we were allowed to do wat ever we wanted... :)
me yvette daniel n ryan didnt sleep the whole night cuz we were playing cards n truth or dare...it was sooo funny! we were like 'my grandma can shuffle faster than you' blah n suddenly everything we said involved our grandma...wahahahaha :)
[[** Monday **]]
washed up, then had breakfast, devotion, worship( i was like so tired i almost fell flat on my face cuz kept swaying...n worship seemed so long....n i couldnt pay attention cuz i was like soooo tired...sorry god!!) then we cleaned up n returned to church
my dad drove me home n i promptly slept the whole day away!! :)
next wk still got vbc...but im lookin forward, cuz im like helping out....the kindies! so kawaii rite?? :)
ok then, i shall stop....jiejies like hurrying me so that she can read the post...so impatient neh!
ja then! :)
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♥Friday, November 11, 2005
im going off to camp!!! yupyup, in about an hour or twos time...this is my JYC camp (junior youth camp) n its going to be held in the scripture union campsite in Sentosa... :( -unfamiliar ground-
im not really looking forward to this camp...duno why...n den rite...last night there was this FREAKING idiotic n HUGE beetle (not to mention NOISY) in my room, n my parents just REFUSED to help me...so, what can i do? i wrestled with the beetle...ok, not really...wrestling means the beetle moving n i staring at the beetle...this happened for more than an hour n i was NOT sleepy...cuz i dun wanna sleep with a beetle...(thank god its not a BEE) THen i managed to kill it at around 12.15 am. pro rite?
i left my com on throughout all this, so i thought what the...might aswell just finish watching my episode right? there was like only 3 min or sth left, den my dad came in........
he was like: WHY U WAKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i tried to explain, but he just REFUSED to listen... -_-''
so...he took away my....*sniff* DN ANGEL ANIME BOXSET!!!! *BAWLS*
its like the first one he bought me...its my BAO BEI n he just take it away WITH the promise of not buying me anymore..... *BAWLS EVEN HARDER*
so, our latenight session ended with me bawling my eyes out, he storming out of the room with my PRECIOUS n INNOCENT dn angel, and my mum coming in to like comfort me or sth...
i think i was crying pretty long....n as a result, i woke up today with SWOLLEN, HARD TO OPEn eyes... -_-''
n just RIGHT before camp...oh man...how can i go to camp in PEACE knowing that my DN ANGEL is in danger???!!! (i dun noe if he threw it away...if he did, im going to bawl my eyes out when i come back from the camp n the nxt day i cant even open my eyes.........)
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